the night i died when i was 29 & then chose to come back to life (a quantum leaping story)

my NDE story & what it means to me

it’s no secret that i’ve been obsessed with the topic of quantum leaping for the last few years. it’s kind of my whole world, actually. between creating the quantum method, writing a book about timeline hopping, going down the rabbit hole of quantum physics & string theory, plus my spiritual beliefs that time doesn’t exist as we think it does & energy is never created or destroyed… it’s kind of become an obsession.

but all obsessions start somewhere. and aside from my astrology playing a huge role in why i am so into going to the very depths of everything there is to know about reality—you can thank my 12th house stellium in cap and my 8th house stellium in libra for that—what really happened that drew me to this topic is that… i got extremely, devastatingly ill. no doctors could help me. and as such, i had to heal myself.

during that experience, i had a few very intense, visceral, and life altering near death experiences… known in the quantum community as NDE’s. one of the most wild ones was during a water fast (you know i did 4 of those during my lyme healing journey!) but the one i’m talking about today is the one that genuinely altered the path of my entire life.

i actually just revisited my old blog post about this NDE so that i could reacquaint myself with what actually happened in real time. it took place in august, 2019. about 90 days before my wedding. and it was so wild and shook me to deeply to my core that i ended up pausing my podcast for the remainder of that year… coming back to the pod with a “season 2” in early 2020. kind of insane, because i have just recently paused my podcast again for similar, yet far deeper this time, reasons.

SO ANYWAY. today we’re going all in. we’re talking about not just the NDE itself, but the spiritual side effects that came from it. the “ascension symptoms,” if you will. the radical awakening that it caused in my body, brain, mind, and soul. and most of all… we’re talking about the concept of ‘quantum immortality.’

because i knew how close i was to death during the experience i’m about to tell you about, but when an astrologer confirmed it for me a few short years later as she looked at my chart and said, “oh my god, you were supposed to die right before you turned 29,” it was game over. i knew i had hopped timelines.

i’m SO excited to get into this topic with you. it’s exciting and i promise it’s not morbid… although i know we’re dealing with intense memories. this is one of my favorite things to talk about from a high vibrational lens, because it really helps us reframe death as nothing more than a shedding of the body, and a reclaiming of our eternal souls.

if you’re ready to read on… let’s get into it. this might just be my favorite post yet. 👇🏻