Overcoming My Darkest Night of the Soul Yet <3

Where I've Been, Where I'm Headed, New Birth Plans, & Beyond

My loves, hi. WOW. What an initiation these last several weeks have been. And that is the understatement of the century. Maybe I should really begin by saying: Allow me to reintroduce myself. I’m Jordan, hi, and I am absolutely nothing like who I have been before. I have died and been reborn. Again. Life will never look the same to me again. I am brand new, and I’m never looking back.

This is going to be an emotional one to write, and one I have been writing in my head again and again for the last few weeks. Today is the first day I can even *sit up* in bed, so that feels like a huge win, and I will take that as my opportunity to write to you guys. Pour my heart out. Do the damn thing.

First thing’s first: after what I’ve experienced, it feels so abundantly clear to me that writing, and being paid to write, is where my heart belongs. I value my gifts more than I ever have now, as we all should, and I fully intend on stepping further & further into the realms of doing what lights me up & making that the cornerstone of what I do.

So, yay. This (paid) substack is about to become veryyyy fun. It’s going to be a place where I share things I just cannot fathom sharing elsewhere right now (except for TQM), as I am feeling it’s time for me, finally time, to become a little more private. Go a little more inward. For the sake of myself, my health, my mindset, and my whole family.

So now! Let’s get into it. The events that have taken place from June 1st to now — 24 whole days later. Forever changed. Allow me to find the words.